stop lying on ya stick homeboy MAN UP .

someone, anyone , please tell me why every guy seem's to have something to say about how good there dick is.

i've done a blog on this issue before, but damn. two of my girls in the past month have experienced a "experienced nigga" & that shit has been a complete downfall.

my questions is -- why do guys feel the need to "brag" on there dick?

i lie to you not, i get about 5 messages on facebook daily, telling me, baby you should come fuck with a real nigga, i got all you need .

how do you know what it is i need?

& why do you think that you contacting me thru a SOCIAL NETWORKING site is going to make me want you ?

one of my girls, we'll call her , "Nicole" has been dealing with his nigga for a few months now . They are both trying to pursue a relationship with one another, but kinda wanna take everything slow. which is complete understandable. Nicole & her friend had many MANY intimate sessions that would come short to doing the do. One afternoon, shit got heated & they started getting into it. & since he's bragged sooooo much on how good his dick was , she said shittt, lets do it. when he pulled out his dick, she was shocked. she wondered, "damn, where is the rest"? of course she kept that to herself tho . & they did it & she felt nothingggg. she says there were good moments, but basically. NOTHING.

being that they weren't yet in a relationship, Nicole doesn't really see herself as being faithful in the relationship, because the sex sucks.

& we both wonder... how do you go around bragging about some shit that isn't even good? like what girl enjoy's little dicks? no females i know like that shit. he needs to pop some pills or something. lol. & i know a nigga with a small dick is prolly reading this right now & wondering ... damn, she talking about me . YES nigga. get some pills. it'll make your sex life improve PROMISE. lol.

--LC

-LC first time*

Back in 2005 was when my "first time" happened. The exact day was August 7, 2005. Wondering why I remember the exact day? lol, its my mom's birthday . HORRIBLE i know . anyways. In 2005, I was in a relationship with a guy named , "Jay" . & Jay & I had been through what we thought was alot to only be in 8th grade. Jay & I started talking & being going out in 6th grade & everyone know's in middle school, relationships are something serious. lol. NOT really . Jay was bestfriends with my bestfriends boyfriend. So it all worked out when we were trying to chill or what not because they were always together & so were we. basically we had a THREE year off & on , mostly ON relationship.

One day, don't remember the date, but it was about a week or two before August 7, 2009, Jay & I ATTEMPTED to take our relationship to the next step. We were on the bed, naked like shit. & he put the condom on... then.... i just said i wasn't ready . He was understanding about the whole thing. But he didn't understand because we had be doing the initmate kissing , sucking of the boobs & the fingering thing for a while now & he like i THOUGHT we were ready to take the next step. but i couldn't.

So about a week after that all happened, my bestfriend at the time , introduced me to this guy named "Ham" . lol. Ham & I met one night when our parent went out & she met his friend "Mark". Ham & Mark were about 19 & we were about 15 I believe. pretty gotdamn illegal . But he was f i n e as hell & much older and had ya know e x p e r i e n c e. lol. so we chilled that night & the day after which happened to be my mom's birthday .

Its crazy because i remember everything for what he had on , & everything . So he came , wearing a white tee & basketball shorts with white forces. He came in the house & we all chilled in the living room. then I left with him & went to my bedroom. played the FIRST pretty ricky CD. ya know with all the nasttyyy songs . & we started kissing. now , something personal -

[[ i LOVE kissing. Like if yu can't kiss - we have NO future together . Kissing turns me on . ]]

ANYWAYS - he was a GREAT kisser. then of course come the boobs. that nigga could eat up some gotdamn boobs lol. then we started talkin a lil bit & i told him i was a vifgin . & of course he was real real happy . lol. he pulled out his dick & got damn. i was SCARED as hell. like seriously. lol. it was huge. my EXACT words were , " THERE IS NO WAY THAT SHIT IS GOING IN ME". lol. so he put on a condom [safe sex is great sex] & we got right to it.

i promise i wanted to just cry , scream, & hit his ass . lol. the pain was something like i'd never felt. it was mindblowing , & i liked it . i delt with the pain as i felt him deep inside. shit , we started missionary & then some other shit & we ended with him hitting that shit from the back. maybe he's the reason why i love that position so much... because , BOY oh boy... that shit was something serious.

then... it was over. i was no longer a "virgin". i had my virginity taken by someone i knew NOTHING about. we exchanged words after ... but i had no feelings for him. he later faded & i haven't talked to him since about a year ago. & before then.. i hadn't talked to him in years. as for Jay, I admitted to him that Ham took my virginity & he broke up with me & questioned me.

"Why wouldn't you fuck me?"

"You fucked that nigga, you didn't even know him."

"We've been together for THREE years."

I didn't have answer's to those questions & still don't til this day. & i've NEVER had sex with someone I was in a relationship with . NEVER EVER . maybe this is why .

-& that was my first time.

until next time.

--LC

new shit.

so, i realized from my other blog -- when i talked about sex...it got alot more shine.

sooooooo i decided to make another blog & speak on sexual experiences.

mind you -- everything that's in this blog is about a variety of people.

& the stories that are included may be mine or others people.

but EVERYTHING i write -- is TRUTH . nothing but the TRUTH.

& unlike my other blog, i will TRY to update daily or every other day.

lets get this shit started.

--LC